Today is a BLAH Day

Today was my first day back to work since last thursday. I didn't want to return but i'm glad I did, otherwise I wouldn't have a job, would I ? *LOL* Its so hard coming back from vacation. I just didn't want to move. I've been fighting thoughts of suicide all day today. Its hard sometimes, sometimes I wish it would just go away but it won't.
I'm okay right now. so thats good.
I have my wonderful kids to think about..all there tantrums and cute sayings :)
Tommorrow I will be posting Whatever Wednesdays for you all. :)
Anyway,
I don't have much else to say?
oh yeah I do, Did anyone catch the Presedients Speach Tonight? I missed it (on purpose) Why would anyone wanna watch that DUMB Man is beyond me..Please someone Vote Democrat! Thanks :)